Confusion

The smile, that laugh, her eyes
It pains me so
Not a deep tear, but yet I feel it
It takes me there
Beside her I feel alive
Awakened from an eon slumber
Not love I cry
Staring across the times
That day is done
That ship sunk so long ago
My friend
Don’t you see?
My past is not a simple stain
It tears me there
Inside the heart that was
It pulls me
Carries me upon false winds
Drops me on my knees
Breaking my last
Talk to me
Tell me it’s ok
Tell me that I can go
That I can leave…
You know I’d hate to
Yet I must
To save that which could have been
I must let what will….
Be.