He loved her in hushed tones
Like a rumor perched between his lips
Held hostage by anxious thoughts
And visions of what could have been.
Every breath emerging from hesitation
Slid past fumbling fingers
And tension that was less a form of art
Than a simple extension of existence.
Each association was shaken down
Examined for vulnerabilities
Then held at an arm’s length.
Eyes squinting and ears pricked
For the inevitable signs of boredom
Discretely widening pockets of silence
Footsteps fading in the distance.