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It sucks to feel like a simple placeholder in someone’s life

A quick drag on a 5 minute break

A trail of ashes and your crumpled shell discarded after use

The lingering scent of tobacco mingled with sweaty regret

Perspiration clinging to their lips as they turn away

With no mark that they ever knew you

Except the slight cough when they hear your name

And the awkward shuffling to stamp out what is left of your light. 

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