I breathe;
And it feels like September,
Shades of glass
Carved like leaves.
I breathe
And every moment in-between
Feels like my last–
A past too cemented
In bones unmade by trying.
I breathe
And choke on memories
That taste of ash
And scents too sweet
For a tongue so vile.
I breathe
And all alone
The lights twinkle out
And all around is calming down.
I breathe
And make out your voice
Your laughter.
I breathe
I breathe…
Your name I still seek after.