Logical

Falling is oft just acceptance of gravity

Compliance with laws and theorems

Grounded in scientific analysis

And data collated and bound

In neat stacks of organisation

Representations of order

And reorientation away from folly.

Flying is but the same

Bound in reason easily explained

Basic information with diagrams

Of figures and sketches

Concerning lift and currents.

Yet comically we fall away from fact

And fly ourselves into a vacant wind

Tossed about in cocktails of emotion

Destitute of logic and foundation

Fear Not

You felt like leaves of autumn,

Unsure of change,

Yet beautiful in your turning.

And when you faltered and fell,

Your life away was more than words could ever tell.

But at the root of our hearts misplaced

I found my breath lost and thoughts erased.

Tributary Tribute

Thoughts trickle like drops of rain

Into a stream that flows

Throughout my whole,

An empty chill that bathes

My senseless in soulful music.

Interconnected and intertwined

Imaginings of inferred data

Pooled and pulled

From the recesses and recession

Of the heart and mind flow

Ever gently

Colliding softly

Almost daintily

Faint whispers of vague notions

And subsets of subconscious wanderings.

This is how you’ve captured me

And willingly I’ll abide these rivers,

Till they run me dry.

Crystalline Shadows

If for nothing else

I’m grateful that your soft smile

Illuminated

The cavernous thoughts

That overcloud my mind

With words of repetition

A vague sense of inhibition

Stifled with the experience of life.

And though my mind’s still clouded

And heart still jagged

I’ll trace the connections you left me

And try to be whole again.

Internal Squall

Storms will beat with indignation

Faulty installations of the heart

Fragile thoughts with soot foundations

Laid to rest in pieces sharp.

Broken, bruised and hollowed out

Cavernous through the winding depths

Echoes of deeds and doubts

Will choke the waning breaths

And drown us with the streams

From our rising chests

And rob us of fainting dreams

And even fainter rest.

Till slowly drifts away

Our folly and our pride

Our will and motivation

To awake

To try

To trust a trail of trickling rivers

Of anecdotes and whim

With bringing back our long lost hope

And make to sing again.

For what are fickle drops of light

In the proverbial well of shame

That only seems illumination

For that we seek to blame?

Our fleeing footprints marching out

With ever fading tread

Away from that we once had loved

But now we only dread.

Burdened to confess

In words unfit for publication

Resuscitation

Of a heart breathing again.

Though it seems feeble perspiration

Of persuasion for preparation

For breaking down once more.

Fragile structures

Self-constructed

Cannot be trusted

To bear its repetition.

But hope dispels decayed tradition

Too deformed to merit mention

And offers us love’s redemption

To start to built once more.

Contempt

“Familiarity breeds contempt,”

And such it is with the words that bind

My tongue to base representations

Of the thoughts I have

Of things much greater that I.

My scrawling script ever fails

To measure up

To the abundance of beauty

That is such that words are dust

And even such that I cannot touch

How decrepit and frail they are

To bend and break

In her presence.

How does one capture color?

Can you share a shade with two?

One might as well wrestle shadow

With not but needle and thread.

Can you scale a mountain

With naught but ink and pen?

Surely,

But only if one has gone before

And set merit in recording.

And such is our limitation

That even imagination

Seems grounded in reality

Both obscenely simple and abstract.

Yet simple works and convolution

Are all we’re offered

And as beggers at the feet of muse,

What have we to scoff at?

So, we listen.

Dropping the facade of ravenous egos

Pining for recognition

In a landscape taxed

With the interests of other minds

So trapped in their own emotions,

We stagger to begin to comprehend

The facets and spectrums

Of the governance of life.

We feign to hope united purpose

Is found in prose and recitation,

Yet feebly offer our own misguided

Muddled interpretation.

“Why?”

Even greater architects proclaim in

Desperation born

Of something darker than grief.

Yet, though melancholy, we trudge on

Sometimes prancing

In unrealistic perceptions

Prescribed by entities

We dare not oppose

Nor deliver recognition.

So…

Tantalize the vacant heavens

Entertain the overcrowded stage

Till even fire and damnation

Are worn out myths from broken pens.

By Any Other Name

Your face is a symbol of my happiness

In so many ways.

Your smile,

Shadowed by waves of mahogany

Stirred by midnight whispers,

Ruffles leaves like tiny fingers

A graceful gale

Concise and disarming,

Yet enveloping and warm.

Jealous of where the sun has kissed

I lie awake

Tossing and turning,

Clutching

For some vague representation

Of all you are.

Yet even dreams cannot begin to trace

Slanted lips and soft brown

That both brings peace

And takes it from my heart.

You are peace

And rightly named,

But also maddening

And all that is tumultuous,

In the best of ways.

You are loved and you are love

And one day

I hope my words are worthy

Of one

So sublime.

Peace

Sing

Sing away the thoughts that bother me

So hauntingly they stray

And infect the silence I have sought,

Sing until the break of day.

I know they’ll just return

In quiet mutterings and vaulted shouts

They’ll whisper and they’ll cry

Of injustice and plead for recognition

And sustenance from my flesh.

They ease through cracks and chinks

Flanked by royal invitation

And fool the guard that they are king

In a village of homeless thoughts.

What claim to I have for peace,

Whose stalled return

Is of my own transgression?