Contempt

“Familiarity breeds contempt,”

And such it is with the words that bind

My tongue to base representations

Of the thoughts I have

Of things much greater that I.

My scrawling script ever fails

To measure up

To the abundance of beauty

That is such that words are dust

And even such that I cannot touch

How decrepit and frail they are

To bend and break

In her presence.

How does one capture color?

Can you share a shade with two?

One might as well wrestle shadow

With not but needle and thread.

Can you scale a mountain

With naught but ink and pen?

Surely,

But only if one has gone before

And set merit in recording.

And such is our limitation

That even imagination

Seems grounded in reality

Both obscenely simple and abstract.

Yet simple works and convolution

Are all we’re offered

And as beggers at the feet of muse,

What have we to scoff at?

So, we listen.

Dropping the facade of ravenous egos

Pining for recognition

In a landscape taxed

With the interests of other minds

So trapped in their own emotions,

We stagger to begin to comprehend

The facets and spectrums

Of the governance of life.

We feign to hope united purpose

Is found in prose and recitation,

Yet feebly offer our own misguided

Muddled interpretation.

“Why?”

Even greater architects proclaim in

Desperation born

Of something darker than grief.

Yet, though melancholy, we trudge on

Sometimes prancing

In unrealistic perceptions

Prescribed by entities

We dare not oppose

Nor deliver recognition.

So…

Tantalize the vacant heavens

Entertain the overcrowded stage

Till even fire and damnation

Are worn out myths from broken pens.

By Any Other Name

Your face is a symbol of my happiness

In so many ways.

Your smile,

Shadowed by waves of mahogany

Stirred by midnight whispers,

Ruffles leaves like tiny fingers

A graceful gale

Concise and disarming,

Yet enveloping and warm.

Jealous of where the sun has kissed

I lie awake

Tossing and turning,

Clutching

For some vague representation

Of all you are.

Yet even dreams cannot begin to trace

Slanted lips and soft brown

That both brings peace

And takes it from my heart.

You are peace

And rightly named,

But also maddening

And all that is tumultuous,

In the best of ways.

You are loved and you are love

And one day

I hope my words are worthy

Of one

So sublime.

Peace

Sing

Sing away the thoughts that bother me

So hauntingly they stray

And infect the silence I have sought,

Sing until the break of day.

I know they’ll just return

In quiet mutterings and vaulted shouts

They’ll whisper and they’ll cry

Of injustice and plead for recognition

And sustenance from my flesh.

They ease through cracks and chinks

Flanked by royal invitation

And fool the guard that they are king

In a village of homeless thoughts.

What claim to I have for peace,

Whose stalled return

Is of my own transgression?

The Hunting Lodge

Peaked roof and rolling gusts

Bathed in the powder

Of winter’s kiss

Frost-bitten feet and starved bodies

Trudging through the shadowed steps

Ice refracts shades of color

Red, blue and green

As the boiled skulls of those departed

Fill the air with azure haze

The walls filled with crimson screams

Drip scarlet from skin flung in excess

Illuminated by the gentle fire’s whispers.

Ash clings to vacant seats

And ceilings cave to grief

The blood smeared faces of lovers lost

Trapped within their halls.

Laughter breaks the silent scene

Its shattered, limp remains

And speaks to dreams of evergreen

Somewhere far away.

Not An Artist

I wish I could paint you a picture

With the crushed dyes of nature’s spectrum

Berries, leaves and grain

Splashes of life

Encircled and directed

By winds measured and meted. 

I’d hope to cast in color

The thought’s complexion

Captured between sheets of canvas

Stretched across our minds

Interconnection and bisection 

Of ideas of beauty and style

Reflected in mirrors and refraction of fears

And hopes we’ve put aside.

Yet, I have only the darkened, shadowed script

Of graphite and pen

To sketch these fickle words

That slope and bend

To the folly of my heart.

Empathephant

You’re my little elephant,

But neither can remember

How we know each other so well.

Nights pass into day

As recollections of conversations blur

Into indistinct smilies and laughter.

Joy has never come so naturally,

Yet there it is

Thriving in a forest of lines and verse.

Stumbling over words that were craft

Simple things weave into rhythms

And songs of elevated thought

Fall short of the emotions

Worthlessly conjured to describe

The majesty therein.

Forgive my weak utterances

My stony fingers and lead tongue

Unfit to even murmur of your grace.

Release found in speech unrestrained

By judgements passed in blind acceptance

Of ancient script and rhyme

Fined by numbers unrestricted

By words unfit for consumption

The height of presumption

And arrogance defined. 

Weather the weather

And whether you’d like it or not

Remember November 

And betray not the mortal thoughts

That pose in recompense of time

Frozen in stone coffins

Shaped like the dead we’ve left behind

Nailed shut

With the gag orders of sewn lips

And manacled fingers

Bled past color

To fill the ink pots of reconstruction

Of lines drifting and dividing

Nations and notions

Mountains and oceans

Apart. 

Definition

They spoke of you in lines and curves

Assigned irrational numbers

Indicative of unquantifiable data

Based on blurred vision

Driven by neither heart nor mind.

And failed to weigh the words

And the actions that made up

Much of who you were,

At least to me…

Hope

Hope is fickle bastard

Born of miscommunication

Well intended gestures

And assertions shrouded in respect

Eluding the surgical precision

By which I remove, displace

And catalog my emotions.

Filed away and compartmentalized

In ways they’ll never hurt

Without consent,

I bar them mentally in neat stacks,

Needles and hay alike.

But hope is a spark,

Easily snuffed if conditions favor,

Or a roaring fire in consummation

Of walls and fortresses of steel.

So give me hope

In silence and absence of hate,

But tremble not

When I am ablaze.