I love you more
Than I can say
Than I’m allowed to say
Than I’ll allow myself to say
For lack of ability
For lack of permission
For lack of proof
I love you more
Than I can say
Than I’m allowed to say
Than I’ll allow myself to say
For lack of ability
For lack of permission
For lack of proof
I reach for sleep
But my thoughts are leaking
Like rain through the rooftop
Cracking and warping the ceiling
Leaving crevices
Where the musty smells of overdue words
And expired wishes rest.
My lungs are coated with unspoken whispers
Cast out in unplanned expectoration
Explorations of expectations
And reason overturned in hasty flight.
Memories drip slowly
And my eyes are coated in blurry visions
As I claw for some shade of comfort
In a scramble for repose,
Yet hazy recollections of tranquility
Are all I chance to find.